"all doubt, despair and fear become insignificant once the intention of life becomes love." - rumi
Hmmm. Doubt. Despair. Fear. All emotions rattling around as I create this website, launching my coaching business out of my living room and into the cyber world, where it can be critiqued and commented on. Giving The Goddess Network another platform.
Why fear? Well, what if no-one cares? or what if too many people care?
Why despair? Because I might not be ready for this. Maybe I should study a little more, read some more books, practice a few more times.
Why doubt? I might not be enough. Such a small word, small enough to be a little tattoo...but it plagues me (and many others).
And yet - as I let go of the fear (maybe someone - other than my mother - will care and show up here) and despair (maybe I am ready - after all, I have clients who respect and appreciate me, and The Goddess Network has been amazing so far) and doubt (do I not regularly encourage other women to embrace how much they are ENOUGH? Can I own that myself?).... I know it's time. When are we really ever ready for that new thing, that exciting and scary undertaking that takes breath away and heightens awareness of our own faults and shortcomings? Does that mean we shouldn't try, or begin that thing until we're "ready"? I've thought that way in the past. Not anymore.
Time to launch...ready? Jump. Fly.
Life Coach, Yogi & lover of Meditation, mother, wife, friend, sister, daughter, cookie baker, seeker of truth & laughter, volunteer. Passionate about women's stories and the women who share them.